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lyrics

If only I had a calm soul
I could easily sleep through these never ending nights
If only my fridge had one more beer
I could slowly sip it down and start to fade away
If only I had my own telephone
I could give you a call or maybe play a game of phone tag
If only I could have all those opportunities and not just squander every last one of them away
If only, if only, if only, if…
If only, if only, if only, if…

Bruised lips, spitting out nonsense out into the air
Black eyes, seeing it all fall apart

Yes I am ashamed of my insecurities
Yes I am ashamed of my stupid feelings

Yes I am, yes I am, yes I am, yes I am
Dumb, duh-duh-duh dumb, dumb mmmmm
Yes I am, yes I am, yes I am, yes I am
Dumb, duh-duh-duh dumb, dumb mmmmm

Ooooh another stupid boy
Ooooh another stupid boy

And yes I am, yes I am, yes I am, yes I am
Dumb, duh-duh-duh dumb, dumb mmmmm
And yes I am, yes I am, yes I am, yes I am
Dumb, duh-duh-duh dumb, dumb mmmmm

If only, if only, if only, if only
I could take it all back

If only, if only, if only, if only
I could get a second chance
I’d do it right

credits

from Dying Optimistically, released April 20, 2018

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